Mamas With Wild Ones, Remember to Exhale.

If someone’s going to get hurt at a playdate, it’s likely that they’re going to be hurt by my child. There, I said it.

*Exhale*

She is a wild one. She likes to get her way. She uses all the most aggressive tactics to make it happen. Heck, I’ve seen her hurt a friend just when she was hugging her. She literally squeezed so tight she knocked the wind out of her…and you guys, that’s when she was doing something KIND!

*Exhale*

She was a biter. A hitter. Now, she’s a talk-backer. I have sulked back in silence more times than I can count chatting in circles of moms. And if you know me personally, you know I’m not really the silent type! But when the moms start talking about their kids getting hit or bit at daycare. When they start talking about a wild child who isn’t there that day. When they start talking about all the things my kid does, I am frozen silent.

*Exhale*

That’s my child. I have received far more “Oops I hurt my friend” reports from daycare than I have injury reports. She is the instigator…or at least the one who always gets caught. She lives out loud, both in her volume and in her actions. She is outwardly defiant. In her innocence at four years old, she will totally admit to doing something just because she felt like it, or tell you that she doesn’t like that rule.

*Exhale*

I want you to know that I am absolutely devastated when another kid gets injured in her crossfire. I don’t want anyone getting hurt when they’re just trying to have fun. As a person who personally shies away from confrontation, it makes me uncomfortable, sad and most of all, angry.

But I try to choose my battles wisely. Sometimes it might seem like I’m letting her off easy. But what you might not know is how much she was in trouble all morning. Or that I’ve gathered some new tactics from all the books I read about how to parent her that I’m trying out. It may seem other times like I’m way too harsh. But what you don’t know is that she’s already had three warnings about pushing that day, or was told before we got to the playground that she would get no strikes.

If this girl senses an ounce of freedom, she takes it and runs so far and so fast, it’s hard to catch her. Her spirit is wild and free. It’s what I admire and love most about her…and honestly kind of envy. But she certainly isn’t a behavioral role model, and definitely doesn’t behave how “girls should”.

(Side note for another day: If you don’t believe gender norms exist, or that they are hurtful to children, you are wrong. I’m not usually that black and white.)

If you’re reading this wondering what could be “wrong” with my child. Or with my parenting. Or if you’re thinking “maybe she has this or that”. Please stop yourself. We live in an over-diagnostic society. She is four years old. She just truly has a wild heart. It’s wildly sensitive, wildly energetic, wildly emphatic and wildly emotional. She’s a ball of fire that’s hard to contain.

So to the mamas who are with me. Who are praying for wisdom each night. Who are dreading the next note home. Who are holding their breath until they are blue in the face at playdates. Just exhale. It will all be ok. They are learning and growing. Your child is not “bad” and you aren’t doing this wrong. And to the protective mama bears who are frustrated by my child’s behavior, I totally get it. I’m not ever excusing her behavior, I am just always trying my best to teach her what’s right without making her feel like she’s eternally wrong.

*Exhale*

2 thoughts on “Mamas With Wild Ones, Remember to Exhale.

  1. Karen Zipp

    Hello! I have a little girl with these tendencies too! I’m wondering what you are doing for kindergarten for your little one? My daughter is the youngest in her class right now at 4 1/2. She can either go to kindergarten next year and continue being the youngest or wait a year and be one of the oldest. I’ve felt that being around older kids has helped direct her energy a bit more and I think we’ll send her to Kindergarten. I was wondering what your thoughts/approach might be? It’s a bit overwhelming right? I’m not just thinking of her education, but what will help her behavior the most too?! Thank you for the article!!

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    1. Our daughter is a May birthday, on the younger end but not the youngest and we’re sending her. There’s no way I could speak for your child, but I agree I am super nervous about the notes home I’ll get from Kindergarten. The worst thing for my wild one is boredom though…so I think kindergarten will keep her challenged.

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